Doing nothing actually ... haiz ...
my mum ask me
'' when you will go to work ? ''
'' why you haven't looking for it ? ''
'' what are you waiting for ? ''
Actually i still waiting ....
my mum keep on asked me to go Singapore ...
some more i have many question in my mind ...
just now my mum told me
'' it's time to get a job to help family expenses ..''
it is self struggle ...
because recently have some sing competition ...
and i also consider to take part ...
the question is
if i take part those competition then i cant go for work ...
so how about the family problem ?
Can i confess to tell them ? Cant !!
i get the answer for myself ...
if i confess to tell them i would like to take part those competition ,
what will be happen and their reaction ??
sure disagree ...
have a nice word in chinese call
'' 我是屬於舞臺的人嗎 ? ''
is it ??
i know that not always can get these chance to join those competition ...
furthermore , how old am i ?? getting old soon > '' <
it is really confuse and self struggle ...
what can i do ...
if im rich then how good it is ...
haiz.. speechless
